Ramblings of the hurt

My thoughts today are not focused and so distracted, by the many turmoil's going on in my life and the lives of others. I cannot understand at this point how to put them altogether, is this for me to try? Am I simply supposed to walk and not care for sight?
This adventure in which I am on seems lonely at times and without cause at others. Can I find within myself the reason for which I live? Am I the purpose for which I am here?
OF COURSE NOT!!!

Why do I ask such questions, is this my way of showing how very shallow I am?
Without Christ am I nothing? Surely I am! Then why do I think I should find peace and fulfillment outside His clutches.

God is love and I know love, or do I know love? What is love? "This is love, not we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to die for you and me" love is a choice and I must choose to love God and those around me in order to find the peace for which I so desprately seek.

Is there a doctor in the house?

Just got back from a social in Cheyenne, we went down with the school went down skated a bit. Then a bunch of us who thought it a good plan, went out with hockey sticks to play (what we called) hockey. needless to say it was a sad sight and many (including me) will be quite sore in the marrow. If I ever thought I could skate tonight proved that an invaled thought. There were those who could skate and play and to watch the grace that was invalved made one as me, wonder why I had put the skates on at all.

Carla and I went into Cheyenne with some friends and hung out before we went to the ice rink, it was great we went to see "Cheeper by the dozen 2" it was fun mostly cheesey, but when that is expected it can make for an enjoyable time.

"If it's not a table-saw then I can't see you getting your flowers for Homer"

Oh, we went to barns and noble (always dangerous) we got six new books. When I say new they are new, but old classics such as: The Oddesy, Karl Marx, Aesops Fables, a Tolstoy and a few others. We have both discovered that we cannot go into a good book store with our wallet and purse in hand.

Super Hero Social

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A little while ago (meaning around three months) the school I am attending had a "super hero social". Which meant we all gathered together and acted really dumb. It was a good time in hind site, but in nowherezville Wyoming just about anything is enjoyable. My friends and I did a sketch from snl called, celeberty jeopardy, except we called it "super hero jeopardy" (in keeping with our theme of course). I went as one Alex Trebech. The girl on my left is my lovly wife Carla, who went as super-nerds wife.

Now some may ask...is Alex really a super hero?...I submit to you that anyone who can pull of those blazers on a weekly basis is one super, super hero!

You all suck!

I don't know about all of you out there, but Sometimes i just feel like yelling this at the top of my lungs.

Have a great day and if and when anyone reads this... I pitty you.